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Tuesday, August 08, 2006 { 6:38 PM } ;
0 repliesab to adat si hai mujhko(its become a habit now)
aisai jeenai me(living this way)
there is shortage in the world. of food, water, kindness, happiness, and many many more things. but there will never ever be a shortage of one type of person. and that type of person is the one kind i cannot stand.
brushes against people like this are common. very very very common.in fact, last year i found myself entangled with another such person. thankfully this time i havent fallen that deep. last time, it was painful because i let it be. this time, im not gonna let it hurt me. because she aint worth it.
actually today there were 2 people whom i would identify as ...people who would fit neatly into this catagory.hmm. as usual no names mentioned. if i wanted to defame people i would have done it to those who were a lot worse. but i dont do this sort of underhanded horrible thing.
the first one was ... somewhat a surprise. her comments were totally hurtful and stupidly ignorent. its true. but still. i knew in the bottom of my heart that she was really this way, and yet i denied myself the right to go ahead and believe it. i dont judge people very easily. but well today i got evidence enough to pass judgement. she is that sort. she really is.
the second one innitially i thought was a very nice person.then the slow but sure erosional process began, which left indifference and later blatant pain in my heart in the place of friendship. the number of things shes done to hurt me are numerous, which i shant name to prevent identification.but she really is what one would call matalabi, that is shes nice to you when she has a
purpose for you. which is definately NOT a friend. i should have known earlier. after being nice to me even yesterday when she needed to borrow smth, she dares tell me today (indirectly) that shed rather have an empty seat then me sitting in it. i havent been more hurt often. she also tends to disbelieve whatever i say, finding the NEED to double check with other people like i would lie to her. i find this sort of behaviour nothing short of ..... inhumane? mean? no those dont cut it. you get what i mean. im hurt, and i dont think much will heal my wound. god bless her, because i believe what goes around comes around, and i can only hope that it dosent come round to her because its not pleasant, what she did and is still doing.
at least the first person never pretended to be my friend.
adat pad gaye hai. (its become a habit).
