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Sunday, October 15, 2006 { 5:45 PM } ;
0 repliesi feel lost
in a world
that was my home
i feel alone
in a place
ive always known
it feels strange
to do things
that ive always done
it feels out of place
to do what i did
just last week
because with freedom
comes the reluctance
to work hard
or even work at all
and i yearn
for that familiarity
to return
and for myself
to recognise
what needs to be done.
ok todays poem is cruddy.mais im not exactly poetic at the moment. im listening to Largo 12"35 by beethoven and im very much enjoying it. i just felt like reliving some happiness so that im at least in the shadow of some contentment when i do my RS work (which is again overdue). The eng speech went SO WELL i started jumping when we got it back. seriously, ppl were staring when i took it out of the class trays. and eliz was angry (shorry mon amie!!) coz, as she rightly said, my jublient behaviour was less then sensitive because the distribution of marks was not exactly very good. anyways the point is, eng is 3.6 now!!! and maybe geog too!!!!!! so i get a 3.6 overall and je suis TRES content!!! YAY!!!muhahahaha!!!
anyways it all depends i guess on chem and math. ok forget abt that now. eng. happy. eng. happy. happy thoughts. ONLY happy thoughts
i wish i could get used to studying and working hard again. its been horrible now that there are no more tests. i cant work anymore. its OUT OF MY SYSTEM.i cannot!! i dunno why!!! now i need to do RS and all i need to do is format the thingy again. and i CANT. i just am too lazy. so im blogging to vent whatever lazyness i have (hopefully) and then perhaps i shall do RS.
ok i promised eliz that i shall blog abt her. yes. abt how she turned me into a SHOPLIFTER (tadadada!!!). (ppl you know me better then that, it was UNINTENTIONAL)
we were in isetan (i dunno why we were supposed to be going to some cafe so i could eat my veg lunch, me being the humane one of the three (LOL staky you can kill me now)), and staky eliz and me were there. We were in the jackets section and there was this knitted pretty jacket there and eliz was like can you knit me that?! and i told her that i couldnt even knit MYSELF a proper bag , jacket was sooo outa my league. and then i saw this very nice white jacket and decided to try it on (upon eliz's ...persuation) and eliz was like you have smth like that! and i said no, i dont. and she DRAGGED ME to the nearest mirror to let me look. guess where the mirror was? OUTSIDE the shop. next to a LIFT. past ELECTRONIC GATES. it started buzzing!! and we were PANICING. and i looked like an idiot in the jacket ok. and stacy was holding our bags and was repeating, i dont know you both!!! and the buzzing stopped. and we quickly shuffled out of the place. and that was it. LAWL. god i will never forget how eliz brought me over to the dark side!!!HAHA.
i have a LOT OF THINGS to blog abt nowadays. i HAVE to blog abt cedric soon.hes a 5 year old boy btw whom i take for tuition.he reads to me, i read to him,its so fun!. hes soooooo cute. maybe i shall upload a pic soon. and hes such a lil gentleman ok. even stacy says hes soooooo smart. YAY. hes like his mom, really. so sweet.
alrite enough now. i shall be a good girl and go do my fanfic and then go do rs and then make myself a YUMMY salad with my danish feta that i just replenished and my asperagus and my yummy veggies! and then walking i shall go with baba (grandpa). i have to blog abt filming tooo btw. remind me willya. cya!!
luvkav
